Pain

Please god take my soul
leave my body to rot
in the depths of this shit hole
I've lost all meaning of life
What could be my purpose
I'm just the nice guy
just the very shy guy
only normal looking, no
beautiful features on me, no
i'm not muscular
i'm not sun tanned
i don't have strength
i feel lively and lost
in a lifeless world
others call it lonely
i call it pain
i'll end this pathetic poem
after all it's just words

"lost and lively in a lifeless world I feel as if I'm going insane."