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"It is better to have loved and lost
than to have never loved at all"
I say bullshit it's not worth the cost
all i ever do is fucking fall

My life has never added up to anything
I could never set my mind on shit
Guess i shouldn't have fucked up everything
now i'm stuck in a damn pit

Pain

Please god take my soul
leave my body to rot
in the depths of this shit hole
I've lost all meaning of life
What could be my purpose
I'm just the nice guy
just the very shy guy
only normal looking, no
beautiful features on me, no
i'm not muscular
i'm not sun tanned
i don't have strength
i feel lively and lost
in a lifeless world
others call it lonely
i call it pain
i'll end this pathetic poem
after all it's just words

"lost and lively in a lifeless world I feel as if I'm going insane."